Thursday, 11 November 2010

I'm Not Ready

Got to say that today I'm very worried.

The oncologist has brought mums appointment forward. It should have been next week but they have got her an appointment today.

Her cough is getting so much worse and she is being sick all the time but just bringing up froth and making strange noises.

She will have another X ray today and a meeting with the oncologist to see whats happening.

Last night we were watching old family home movies and she looked so well on them. Healthy in fact. I suppose its only when you see them that you realise just how ill she looks at the minute.

I know that there will be a downward spiral in her health eventually but I just hope to God this isn't the start of it............ As rational and open I have been about it all so far..........I'm not ready


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